slave background experiences
Submission
to the expectations, wishes and demands of others, specifically
Males, is a natural instinct that has been part of this submissive’s
demeanor since earliest childhood. i was drawn to Aggressive Males,
Their Power Their Control and Their Ability to Dominate.
i celebrated the Bicentennial year of 1976
by coming out, in Columbus, Ohio, after graduating from college.
Not only was this slave a virgin regarding sex but also relationships
when it met it's first Lover and was collared by it's first Master
at the same time. Master Butch made this slave aware of
its masochistic nature by initiating it into Rough Sex and Training
in the Protocols of slavery. With the Assistance of Master
Robert of Cleveland this slave was trained to obey, to please
and to worship through submission, humiliation and pain.
This slave embraced the Master/slave lifestyle,
realizing great satisfaction and inner peace, as well as great
erotic sexual pleasure and excitement. This slave's training included
servicing through Cock Worship, Cock sucking (CS), rimming
(analingus), Body Worship, Foot Worship, Boot Worship, Licking,
acceptance of exhibitionism, nudity, collars, servicing
other Masters, wearing harness, body shaving, Verbal humiliation,
Bondage with handcuffs, leather restraints, rope and chain,
cock bondage, Suspension, Gags, Hoods, Blind Folds, Golden
Showers (GS), Humiliation both public and private, warm it's
food placed in it's rectum before eating it, Kneeling,
drinking piss (Master's / slave's), eating Cum (Master's
/ slave's), nude wrestling with other slaves, eating cum from
other slave's ass, Directed masturbation, Group Sex, multiple
Penetration.
The Masters Initiated this property to the
pain/pleasure, of heavy tit torture (tt), Bondage &
Discipline (BD), including suspension, Whipping with
Belts, Flogging, Caning and Riding Crops, Spanking, Paddling,
Ass Stretching with dildoes, butt plugs, cock and ball torture
(c&bt) including ball stretching, weights, cock rings,
leather straps with pin pricks, Catheters, Hot Wax, Humiliation,
Scat, Water Sports, enemas, Wax (hair removal), Clothespins.
Master Robert trained and used this slave as His toilet slave
and began dog training providing this slave to be fucked
by real dogs, bestiality, during gatherings.
Master Robert Instructed this slave in proper
slave grooming (body shaving, short hair haircuts), toilet
training and use, wearing Leather properly and slave
protocol. Both Masters raised and trained this slave in what
some call the "Old Guard" ways, obeying without question,
gratefully accepting Humiliation and enthusiastically submitting
to Discipline as a public and private testimony to Master's Domination
of His property. slave accepted that it is property and it's
only purpose in life is to please it's Masters.
Some of the Training, and Experiences simply
expanded natural desires and passions while some, once introduced,
grew to be exciting fetishes. Today, slave is dependent on SM
stimulation and humiliation to maintain an erection or achieve
orgasm, if that is what Pleases it's Master.
This slave's early Training was before AIDS
and HIV. Drugs and poppers were a big part of the scene in which
Master Butch and Master Robert and this slave lived and played.
When the relationship became abusive and life threatening, this
slave left Master Butch and Master Robert and returned to Maryland.
For the next 6 years this slave had no lasting
relationships, but experienced a variety of scenes with Tops and
Masters it met at the different DC Eagle locations. Some were
Excellent, some Abusive but all helped this slave grow and strengthen
it's realization and acceptance of its true self and nature. In
1980, Jim Ward of the San Francisco "Gauntlet" pierced
this slave's right tit on the third floor of the DC Eagle on 7th
Street. This experience unleashed a passion for the emotional
and physical ecstasy produced by body piercing. Over the
next 15 years this slave underwent 18 body and genital
piercings of which 13 remain. In 1985 slave stopped all physical
contact with the Leather / SM Community or Gay society because
of its fear of AIDS and infection.
On September 13, 1999 this slave began attending
"S&M 101" classes sponsored by SigMa ,
Men of Discipline
and Black Rose . From the very first class this slave's fears were
replaced with knowledge, denial with acceptance and the feeling
of being alone with a sense of belonging. Master Taino
captured this slaves attention. On October 12, this slave attended
a meeting of the DC Chapter of Masters And slaves
Together (MAsT)
and joined this support group of men either living or interested
in the Master/slave lifestyle. Sunday, October 24,1999, this slave
signed the contract, giving up its rights and status as a man
and becoming the owned slave property of Master Taino on a part
time basis.
Master Taino developed this property by focusing
on its acceptance and appreciation of Flogging and Whipping.
Master Taino honored this slave by Using it in public demonstrations
and public display of its submission and devotion to its
Owner. As Master Taino's property this slave attended its first
Leather Event (Mid Atlantic Leather Weekend in January
of 2000), Leather Christian Worship Service celebrated
by the DC
Defenders Leather Levi Club .,
and became a member of DC SigMa. It was during this Event that
Master Taino Permitted this slave to experience Electricity (violet
wand) at the expert Hands of Master Pete.
One of the greatest Blessings in this slave's
life also occurred in September of 1999, when slave was so very
fortunate to meet Master Shack and Master Chuck,
The BearPair!
As Masters, living close to slave, They Opened Their Hearts and
Home to this uncertain and lost slave boy, Helping it to understand
and process its early experiences, Sharing in it's joys and sorrows,
Giving it Shoulders to cry on, Providing Safe and Sane
yet Impartial Answers to it's questions, ideas and fears.
Through Their never ending Love, Guidance, Mentoring and Support
as Guardian Masters, They continue to help slave grow in
it's humility and submission to slavery. As Fathers, They Have
Helped slave to become a better citizen of the Gay and
Leather Community and Supported slave's outreach to others seeking
this lifestyle.
In August, Master Taino Sponsored this slave
to the Men Of Discipline "Bootcamp 2000" held at Valinor
Farms in Pennsylvania. As an "Intensive Track"
masochist, slave was collared and naked, submitted to Track personnel,
served bootcamp participants, underwent intensive BDSM play, was
used for SM Demonstrations, and assisted Masters in executing
Mummification and Bondage. The camp provided slave
the opportunity to bond with fellow slaves and masochists as well
as fellowship with Leathermen Who's Goals were to Share Their
Love and Knowledge of Safe, Sane and Consensual BDSM. This
experience served to intensify slaves admiration and respect of
the MOD Brotherhood especially Colonel Vogel and Mr. Meshanko.
Over the Labor Day weekend, this slave accompanied
Master to "Olympia XX" at a camp in Pennsylvania, sponsored
by the Centaur MC of Washington, DC, where it experienced intense
Electrical Play with Master Rob and Fire Play (balls
set on fire) by Whitney from DC. The "Olympia" experience
further intensified this slave's commitment to the BDSM Leather
and Master/slave Lifestyle.
On Sunday, October 22, 2000, after one year
as Master Taino's property, slave was released by Master from
its contract and Emancipated. This occurred due to slave's growth
and interest in exploring expanded SM Experiences and to allow
it to continue it's training and growth in all areas of BDSM and
Kink. This slave remains a member of Master Taino's extended Leather
Family as well as serves as slave coordinator for Master Taino's
"slave Training Weekends."
During the year of its emancipation, this
slave took an active role in service to the Leather Gay, Lesbian
and Transgendered Community, through many Clubs and Organizations.
At an Induction Ceremony and Mass held at Master Taino's Home
on Sunday November 19, this slave became a full member of the
Defenders, LLC, DC Chapter and on January 29, 2001, slave was
accepted as an Associate Member in the DC Chapter of Men of Discipline
(MOD). At the Recommendation of Ed Moore, this slave was honored
to be of assistance to Doreen in Her Presentation on "Service
slaves" to The Resource Pool (TRP) a Pan Sexual BDSM Educational
Organization in January and again in September to "Testing
the Waters" a part of TRP for those new to the BDSM lifestyle.
On November 12, 2001, this slave was Invited
to speak on "Natural Protocol" at the "Second Monday
Education Series" sponsored by Black Rose, MOD and SigMa.
It was at this meeting that slave met Master John. Soon after,
during the Annual DC MAsT Bar Night and Slave Auction Master John
Introduced slave to His Blade over the course of the evening and
Unlocked a flood of desires for "Blade Play"
within slave. On Christmas Eve 2001, Master John "Tagged"
and "Collared" this slave at His Home.
Master John Has Expanded His slave property's
understanding, acceptance and experience in the Pan-Sexual BDSM
Community. Under Master John's Guidance and Control
this slave attended its first Black Rose Social and Dungeon Party
in December, where for the first time it played openly in front
of BDSM Enthusiasts of both genders and all persuasions. As Master
John Defined the experience, He "Popped" this slave's
"Pan-Sexual cherry"! It was during this event that Master
Introduced slave to the Delights of the Single Tail and
Intense Blade Play. In January,
this slave became a member of "Black Rose" a DC Pan
Sexual BDSM Organization, and was privileged to accompany Master
John to His First Gay Leather Event, MAL and share in Master's
Introduction to the Gay BDSM Community.
Master John Works with His slave to Help
it overcome old fears and prejudices by Overseeing its experiences
in the Pan Sexual BDSM Community. Through regular play at the
"Crucible," a Pan Sexual Dungeon in DC, this slave has
reached a level of comfort with Women that allows it to focus
solely on its submissive nature and service instead of gender
bias. This slave is now active in both Gay and Pan-Sexual BDSM
Communities, continuing work within its Gay Leather Clubs and
participating in "The Resource Pool"presentations when
Asked. In June this slave served as a staff member at "Leather
Retreat 2002" sponsored by the "Crucible." Together,
Master John and His slave boy share many new areas of interest
in BDSM and Kink, pony Training and play being one such axciting
activity.
This slave delights in being totally naked
before it's Master, to receive His Commands, to love and serve
Him, stripped bare of all boundaries, inhibitions and limits.
Through continued Training and Discipline this slave seeks to
perfect it's submission to Master John, present itself to Master
and to Others in an appropriate submissive demeanor, set a good
example and be ready to explain it's position and lifestyle to
those curious about the Master/slave lifestyle, and safely explore
all areas of SM. This slave has no fantasies, but rather seeks
to make unrealized experiences a reality. Serving Masters while
Collared and Owned as well as through friendship has allowed this
slave to experience a life of intimate love, service and obedience
bringing it great satisfaction, inner peace, as well as great
erotic sexual pleasure and excitement. This intense spiritual
and sexual path has led this slave to personal happiness and inner
fulfillment.
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